the feeling is
one of being
blown out,
broken up,

oblique,
obscure,
an open horn.
some small

insanity where
love
enters (threaded
needle) spine

& numbs one
side of the
brain. it is
one of a line

gone wrong,
descent, like
a junk kiss:
raw

bitchy as a blue sky
starless and
blind in one eye.